Tunnel Vision

My goal for the next year is to get nothing but A's and A+'s for the entire year I plan on taking easy classes for the first semester and then stepping it up in the spring. I have these feelings that UCF is in someway holding me back and in the fall next year, if my grades have improved, I am considering transferring schools. I love UCF but I deserve better and I've never been able to fully show my academic abilities and this has held me back in life. Not getting into Penn was the worst day of my life and I need to at least try once more to prove to myself that I can do better, I keep sabotaging myself and this has to stop I have so much potential to do great things with my life and I need to start now.