I need a change

Coming to college was a super culture shock. I realized how different it was to my life back home, so maybe it's time for me to be different. I feel as if I need to do everything I want to. I've started playing my guitar more and doing more things with my passions. I want to find a dance studio and start taking real classes not like the ones at the gym. I also would like to change my body and possibly get to 135, what a task. I just want to be more proud of my decisions and who I am. I think I might finally have the drive and ability to succeed. I also want to take more acting classes and try to perform more.