Sometimes I feel like I only post my feelings on here when I'm upset. I keep telling myself I am the only person holding me back, but why do I keep doing this crap. I keep going back to the quick fix probably because I'm so afraid of rejection. Every guy is usually more then willing to just hook up with you no strings attached, but there's only that special guy that will watch It Takes Two with you a million times, or bring you soup to your class because you told him you weren't feeling good. I know college is only a few months away, but it's killing me. I know a guy that fits all of these, but is he into me, or is he just a sweet guy to everyone. I keep fining myself in these situations, where the guy I fall for is either, just a really nice guy or he's gay and hasn't come out yet. I dunno, maybe I should stop the whole hook up thing it's starting to give me cravings for a deeper relationship, I would love to just lay down at fairchild and have a picnic and talk about how much I love this moment.
3 comments:
if he brings you chicken soup..chances are hes more than just a nice guy..i dont know thats how i feel..atleast he really gives a damn about you because none of my boyfriends ever brought me chicken soup to school!
lol no i want to find someone who will lol
or someone who would even contemplate it GAWSH
with prom coming up so quickly it jsut makes me feel more ridiculous because I never imagined going to prom with a real boyfriend I know it's stupid but...that's what I dreamed of
aw dreams are not stupid not even the silly ones, but prom is SO over rated lol
but i hope you find the boy your looking for by prom dawling
bon chance!
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