Sunday, August 24, 2008

Developing Autophobia

I am so tired of beinging alone, it was fun just having my friends and saying that I don't need anything else but with the slow decline of good friends I think I need that other level. I'm so sick of watching everyone around me getting swept off there feet in love even puppy love. I'm tired of being over looked and unwanted. My heart hurts, I refuse to go to prom by myself, I don't want to be the girl who went with her friends, that's good for some people but I don't accept that. I want to be loved, I deserve to be loved, and I need to be loved. It's my turn to win something, I have lost what seems to be every battle in the past couple of months, so can I somehow win the war?


I can't be unhappy my entire senior year.

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