I am so tired of beinging alone, it was fun just having my friends and saying that I don't need anything else but with the slow decline of good friends I think I need that other level. I'm so sick of watching everyone around me getting swept off there feet in love even puppy love. I'm tired of being over looked and unwanted. My heart hurts, I refuse to go to prom by myself, I don't want to be the girl who went with her friends, that's good for some people but I don't accept that. I want to be loved, I deserve to be loved, and I need to be loved. It's my turn to win something, I have lost what seems to be every battle in the past couple of months, so can I somehow win the war?
I can't be unhappy my entire senior year.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Thespians
Today was one of the best first days ever. I had photography which is amazing, we basically have the best photography program in the country, not kidding. I then went to Drama and I love Drama so much it was an amazing class even though we didn't get our all senior class I still enjoyed it because everyone still likes each other. My last period was Dance which I probably wont be involved in at all due to my horribly placed schedule. Then after school is when things fell to pieces.
I really hate the way Thespians is being run, and I think there is some serious bias and the structure is just out of control. It's not a fair system and is very selective. No matter how involved I am I am always out of the loop. I TOTALLY believed that there are favorites and I am tired of it this entire year cannot go with favorites because they always win no matter who's the best for the job. The only order for the day was the agenda I wrote up...
In the end you still made the wrong choice for president.
I really hate the way Thespians is being run, and I think there is some serious bias and the structure is just out of control. It's not a fair system and is very selective. No matter how involved I am I am always out of the loop. I TOTALLY believed that there are favorites and I am tired of it this entire year cannot go with favorites because they always win no matter who's the best for the job. The only order for the day was the agenda I wrote up...
In the end you still made the wrong choice for president.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
He seemed impressed by the way you came in.
Today was the first day of my senior year, and boy was it fun.
First period was Analysis & Functions a.k.a easy A in an horrible class, hopefully I can get switched out because it's kind of dull.
Third period is AP English Lit Gifted, and I am already failing. It's pretty bad but w/e I know I will catch up and I will be able to get on the right track. I think I accumulated about 5 F's today but that's okay because I'm going to get into the swing of things.
Then fifth period I got the greatest surprise ever.
Fifth period was to be AP Government with Ms. Gembicki who is absolutely nutty, she like talking about food and how undedicated her students are. To my joy she was unfit to teach us and passed us on to last years GOD of a teacher Mr. Dale Spurr who took us to his Oasis and told us hilarious life stories for the next two and a half hours.
Since I did not feel like my school day was over I then went on to my Drama classroom after school and sat around and talked to my drama teacher, her pet Thomas Valls and text my friend Kristina in California.
I finally left school around 3.40 and proceeded to the Farm Store were I bought some food for the week (fruit loops, sour cream and onion chips, and mott's apple juice of course) and then returned home.
Today was one of the best days ever now I must go finish my homework, send Ms. Mendez my essay and go watch some T.v all in the span of an hour.
Wish me luck,
The Queen of Typos.
First period was Analysis & Functions a.k.a easy A in an horrible class, hopefully I can get switched out because it's kind of dull.
Third period is AP English Lit Gifted, and I am already failing. It's pretty bad but w/e I know I will catch up and I will be able to get on the right track. I think I accumulated about 5 F's today but that's okay because I'm going to get into the swing of things.
Then fifth period I got the greatest surprise ever.
Fifth period was to be AP Government with Ms. Gembicki who is absolutely nutty, she like talking about food and how undedicated her students are. To my joy she was unfit to teach us and passed us on to last years GOD of a teacher Mr. Dale Spurr who took us to his Oasis and told us hilarious life stories for the next two and a half hours.
Since I did not feel like my school day was over I then went on to my Drama classroom after school and sat around and talked to my drama teacher, her pet Thomas Valls and text my friend Kristina in California.
I finally left school around 3.40 and proceeded to the Farm Store were I bought some food for the week (fruit loops, sour cream and onion chips, and mott's apple juice of course) and then returned home.
Today was one of the best days ever now I must go finish my homework, send Ms. Mendez my essay and go watch some T.v all in the span of an hour.
Wish me luck,
The Queen of Typos.
What Did I Just Do?!?!
I'm not really sure why I made one of these
but I guess the reason for it will unravel in the near future
but I guess the reason for it will unravel in the near future
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