love song for no one

i sit here listening to sounds

writing them down

making sure that i get the beat, the ounce of the weight of the sound when it sinks in my heart for life and I make sure

it is time to get up get going move forward

i repeat all the sounds until they get really boring

so I can have them carved right into my heart for life and I make sure

that your "i love you" is on the first line

the middle

and the last

that you voice is 80% and it's on full blast

that you cover every inch my heart with  love right now and when im unsure i

repeat every sound that i left on my heart

i try to repeat them till they fall apart

and i'll never stop till your hear repeating them all right now and that is why i 

need you

scream my lungs out

i don't fucking understand what the hellamidoingwrong I feel like my heart is sinking sometimes and I don't know what to do. My heart hurts so much sometimes, I dunno how it got like this when did I become the bad guy, when was I classified as the girl who's going to spend her entire high school existence in the corner by herself in and constantly be in and out of failure relationships. I just want my time to be someone's number one, not just a a boy well I would love love love a boy, but a friend, I don't have someone who thinks that I'm their number one, I just want to be someone's number one, I just want to be someone's number one, I just want to be someone's number one, I just want to be someone's number one.

the president of the united states of america

you dont need to change the future's with us

I have always been a strong believer that people are put in your life for a reason, to tempt your anger, lust, beliefs to help you express the most passion, love, and feelings you can to show you what you've been living isn't what you should be living. some people are just here to show you that no mattter what happens you depend on yourself and the foundation that you have always known what is right and that you reveal the steps to living that life over time.  I also have used movies as therapy for a long time and its beautiful to see what they can do to ones soul, sometimes i watch a movie and i can feel myself truly living, it's like im recording every bit of the movie in my head as i watch it, like it becomes a part of me. thats basically all i wanted to say, and sorry for all the grammatical errors, im not to good with english

shake rattle and roll

my insides are burning

and my heart is pounding

the fire of the touch 

the heat that surronds me

I can't stop the passion

i can't control to lust

the pain is agonizing 

but I yearn for the thrust

my legs are shaking

my i can't stop but stare

how did an unexpected night 

become a earth rattling dare

i have loved and i have lost

I give and i take

but my world was just rocked

far more then it could shake

Live

you don't have to be beautiful

breathe

one two three

please please please please

it's a bittersweet symphony

and this feeling wont go away

if i could jude