Thursday, June 17, 2010

Back on My Grind


Started doodling again today, gunna keep it up. So excited.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Nigga

^ This is all I can say right now

Shit that ain't going right:
1. Spain lost BADLY
2. I have 2 dry sockets
3. I HAVE NO BLUEBERRIES
4. I haven't slept through the night in a week
5. I'm tired of life in general

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

'Survey Says'

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF

1. I am a sister of the Chi Omega Fraternity <333
2. I am my mothers only child and my dads 8th
3. I absolutely love soccer
4. I would love to be a housewife
5. I love horrible reality television
6. MY favorite color is purple, but not in excess
7. I've seen every Bring It On movie more then three times
8. I make a delicious breakfast casserole
9. I could watch wedding shows all day
10. I plan on studying abroad in the next two years

NINE THINGS YOU’VE THOUGHT ABOUT RECENTLY
1. I hate that the World Cup isn't at night
2. What am I doing with my life?
3. I want to start a non profit organization one day
4. I need to rinse my mouth
5. Why is this Bridezilla having a halloween wedding?
6. I wish I was still a hipster
7. I need to experience something amazing
8. My life is average
9. What am I missing?

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART

1. Being genuine
2. Being funny
3. Being on time
4. Laugh at my jokes
5. Have a mind of your own
6. Eat well, but know how to party
7. Love your family
8. Love me

SEVEN FAVOURITE SONGS

1. Roslyn - Bon Iver & St. Vincent
2. Lover You Should've Come OVer - Jeff Buckley
3. Breathe Me - Sia
4. Tonight - Lykke Li
5. I'm Going In - Drake ft Lil Wayne
6. Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear
7. Come Away With Me - Norah Jones

SIX THINGS YOU DO BEFORE YOU GO TO BED
1. Say witty things
2. Think: 'I'm tired'
3. Say that I'm tired
4. Yawn
5: Wash my mouth
6. PTFO

FIVE THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE

1. Why would you ever say things like that about anyone?

2. I love I love I love you, but I need you to care about your life and take care of yourself.

3. I don't know who you are, but I'm ready for you and I'm ready to let you into my life...fully.

4. You are the greatest person I know and you're not even a person I can't think of the day when you won't be in my life.

5. You have made me hate my freshman year so much and unfortunately you'll probably make me regret some of my sophomore year too.

FOUR THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW

1. This
2. Watching 'My First Place'
3. Talking crap with my mom
4. Nursing my gums

THREE THINGS YOU ARE SCARED OF

1. Being alone
2. Failing
3. Living an unfulfilled life

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. Go to the World Cup
2. Have a child

ONE CONFESSION

I don't believe in myself

I'm North Korea and Brazil is the world

I have tried to make cupcakes about 5 times since I've been home and every single time something goes wrong. I just burned the last batch because I put to much oil I can't be more upset right now. Why does everything I touch recently go to waist everything falls apart or turns bad. I'm so tired of fucking everything up, can something I do turn out well for a change?

Saturday, June 12, 2010

FUCK THIS SHIT

OMG!!!!! I have never been in such pain
NEVER
I have never had surgery
EVER
I have never wanted to pass out so badly
NEVER
I cannot take this every four hours I want to cry and I can barely eat or I get super queazy and want to puke on everything. Why do I have such a baby pain tolerance, why do I have to take like 1500 mgs of medicine to be at 4 on a scale of 1 - 10 of pain I want to sleep till tuesday because then I'll maybe feel better. Also my 'best friend' doesn't give a fuck about how much pain I'm in I hate him and I'm so mad wtf YOU SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN ME A CARD OR SOMETHING!?!?!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Poésie: 2

Pretty things surround me
from the inside out
from my heart to my skin to the pink on my mouth
from my bed to my home to the grass so green
in my love for my mom and for my life so keen

Beautiful are the moments that I spend to myself
admiring the pretty things surrounding me on the shelves
wonderful are the days I have with friends
the ones that have herbs that they often lend

Astounding is the music that flows through my life
on relaxing beach days and rowdy dancing nights
Un-replaceable are my experiences that I hold so dear
that have taught me to stand high and have no fear

Forever lasting is my joy
and the love i give to all

I am forever exceeding the days before
and will never be afraid to fall


Bad Days: are the worst

Yesterday I got my wisdom teeth out and the surgery was great! Is it weird that I actually enjoyed the surgery? Well they kept me awake but I was under sedation so I didn't feel anything but it was such a crazy/fun experience. I got to watch them drilling in my mouth it was kind of like those Alien probing experience but it was interesting. The part that sucked was afterwards my painkillers didn't do shit and I couldn't figure out how to position the gauze on my bleeding gums so I kind of looked like a vampire...Now 14 hours later I do feel much better and I can finally eat again 'PRAISE JESUS' I can't wait to fully heal and see my beautiful doctor again.