I wish I was important

I want to feel important

Tech Nerd

I am such a nerd when it comes to technology, but I think that's a necessity when I want to be a Graphic Designer. Today is one of my favorite days of the years WWDC!!!!! Today is Apple's keynote speech and I am uber excited, so many rumors are flying around.

1. New Iphone - the new Iphone was 'leaked' some weeks ago but I'm sure apple had something up their sleeves with this one. I've been seeing a lot of reports of 5,000 dollar iphones that come in different colors?!?!?! Yeah, what the fuck....I would never pay for a blue iphone at a price of 5 grand are you smoking something? I'm also hearing that it's supposed to be called iPhone HD, hopefully that eludes to high resolution but I'm hoping more for a faster operating speed with applications. I really hope they have a new update coming too for all iPhones PLEASEEE!!! *fingers crossed*

2. iPhone trackpad.....I probably will start crying and throwing things considering I just bought a wacom tablet and I would be crushed, absolutely crushed. The prototypes I've seen seem so apple and so elegant and I will just start saving my little duckets.

All and all I'm super excited 5 more hours and it shall begin, but I do have errands to run today and I guess I'll find out later <333

LOLZ

All I can do is laugh. The Chi Omega UCF website is a travesty, the colors are horrendous the background image is this weird gradient pattern, it doesn't follow any of the rules of web design it soooo obvious that someone did this with a web layout page. It's just so annoying to look at it and all I can do is dissect the ugliness of the site. I can't say whether it's a step up from what was before.. i feel like it's still the same grade of hideousness but not much better. AND THE PICTURES! There's about 5 girls that are in at least one picture on every page, it's pretty ironic considering who did the website..on to that matter. The person who designed the website is one of the few people in Chi Omega that I wish wasn't a Chi Omega, she's never been someone I would align myself with. She's never made me feel welcomes she's acts like she's 12 sometimes she just aggravates me, and having the website look so tacky is a true reflection of her. My number one pet peeve of the website is the font, WHOTHEFUCK! There's about 7 different fonts on the entire site...with all different typefaces. Typography is my favorite part of design and its the worst executed part of the website, next to the colors. DOES SHE HAVE A COLOR WHEEL?!!?!!??!!? The colors...omg....these colors are never meant to be together they don't intersect on the wheel at all.

It's a travesty because I know how many people look at the websites before going through recruitment and they're going to look at our websites and have some immediate opinions, next year I better be in charge of the website because this is just a joke.

Partner in Crime

My favorite part of blogging is reading other blogs and seeing how they interpret their life. I always seem to have such a blunt perspective, there is no blurring of the lines in my eyes. So what happened to the grey areas? What happened to my maybes and possibly? I've become a yes and no kind of person and I don't know if that's always best.

Over these past couple of weeks I've finally got to see my best friend again and its astonishing how much we've changed. For the most part we're still on the same page but sometimes our ideals differ so much. He's been doing somethings that I don't think are to smart or in his best favor. I don't know if it's just that we've fallen into different lifestyles or if it's just him being reckless. Also sometimes I find myself being very judgmental and I think it's because of these different paths we've gone on. We used to be so on course with each other, maybe we're just coming into ourselves and I need to accept the person he's becoming.. I just hope I don't loose the best friend I've always loved.

LICO

My sisters always set me straight. They always tell me when I'm getting out of line and when I need to check my shit. It's always in that way that pisses me off just a little bit to make me realize where they're coming from. I know it sounds ridiculous but it's just how I need it to be done. I think Chi Omega has really helped me in devolping the best me and preparing me to deal with all types of people. "Loyal we will be to our symphony and colors"

Poésie: 1

this is what we do

we do it till we die

we do it till we scream "us"

not "I"

we feel from our head

to our feet

in our thighs

you can see the fires burning

and the wheels always turning.. in our eyes

breaking the mold

taking hold of who we are

always surpassing never masking

OVER the bar

I push till bruise

we're on the move never to stop

we are the future

always to the future

we are the top

Reluctantly Crouched at the Startling Line..

I hate growing older and growing out of bad habits. One of my worst habits is my romantic relationships. Im a pretty intimidating person to begin with, and that's probably never going to change. I have also just sucked at regular relationships too, so since I've been in college nothing in those areas have really changed. I suck at giving signals, I suck at knowing what to say, I'm unbelievably awkward and have no cool points. I'm trying to take college boys with a grain of salt but they haven't really excited me at all. I think this has just been building up from taking friends to Chi Omega events. I just hope that one day I'll take someone I'm actually interested in...maybe.